S.A.D(social anxiety disorder) - Mr.ElegantBrilliant.mp3

S.A.D(social anxiety disorder) - Mr.ElegantBrilliant.mp3
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[00:00.000] 作词 : Mr.Elega...
[00:00.000] 作词 : Mr.ElegantBrilliant
[00:01.000] 作曲 : BlueLee
[00:04.934]混音:鹤仙问鹿仙
[00:19.704]有人敲门不敢答应
[00:21.128]不敢随便接打电话
[00:22.627]同事说下班party
[00:23.626]想想还是快回家吧
[00:24.880]其实我不是怕花钱怕动我的荷包
[00:27.131]只是我宁愿承受孤独也不愿去社交
[00:29.888]总感觉和这世界有一点点距离
[00:32.380]连和人打电话都要提前去预习
[00:34.884]也谈了几个恋爱但是头顶总绿
[00:37.385]结果对所有人所有事还是感到恐惧
[00:40.380]也曾想走出我的舒适圈
[00:42.630]但是出来就被别人狠狠锤一拳
[00:45.127]连滚带爬回去再把自己心门加固
[00:47.635]至此我的内心别人再没办法踏入
[00:50.131]他们说我是装的 那我就是装的吧
[00:52.884]谁在乎说过让别人受伤的话?
[00:55.379]我装社恐难到它给了我生活便利?
[00:57.630]你以为每天怕来怕去是我自己愿意?
[01:01.625]actually
[01:04.132]I don't wanna fear anymore
[01:09.880]I want to be
[01:12.131]just like u
[01:14.892]one of the normal people
[01:20.629]焦虑和自卑充斥着我的心里
[01:23.128]每次presentation之前都要转发锦鲤
[01:25.634]好羡慕那些人能够说个不停
[01:27.876]站在台上的我感觉像是公开处刑
[01:30.626]没错是我自甘堕落 我太懦弱
[01:33.379]我太做作 一切都是我过错
[01:35.875]每天躲在十平米的收容所
[01:38.382]也不强求有谁真正能够懂我
[01:42.132]actually
[01:44.386]I want them to have more tolerance
[01:50.131]I want to be
[01:52.885]just like them
[01:55.380]one of the normal people
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