[00:00.00] 作词 : Maia[00:01.00] 作曲 : mxmtoon[00:24.18]How does it feel[00:27.09]To feel nothing at all I wonder[00:36.08]I imagine it's grey[00:39.02]Like the world suddenly lost its color[00:47.10]But I'd be lying if I said[00:51.54]I hadn't wished to feel nothing at times[00:56.02]To feel nothing[00:58.94]Cause feelings are painful[01:02.48]And I don't wanna suffer through[01:04.78]All those moments without you[01:08.46]When I lost you[01:11.83]Anger and sadness they're always there[01:15.98]They're always pretty rough to cope with[01:23.66]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart[01:28.18]I wish I could start again[01:35.82]But I know that there's the other side[01:39.18]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it[01:47.91]And when I do I'll be[01:52.15]So better for the rest[01:55.12]So much better in my chest[01:58.17]Can you feel can you feel[01:59.90]And when you do you'll be[02:04.11]So happy that you felt[02:07.46]So happy that you dealt with it[02:10.30]Yeah you dealt with it[02:12.18]Feelings oh feelings you tear me apart[02:16.57]And I wish I could start again again[02:24.00]But I know that there's the other side[02:27.39]The one that I can't see right now but I'll find it[02:37.24]And I used to think[02:39.51]That being numb would ease the pain[02:42.60]But I was wrong I was so wrong[02:50.42]It's just better to feel and know you're alive[02:54.15]While reminding yourself that it's temporary[02:58.56]Oh it won't last for long