[00:00.000] 作词 : Y C K[00:00.676] 作曲 : Y C K[00:01.352][YCK]:[00:08.974]I watched a movie of my life[00:10.053]I didn’t like the screenplay[00:11.209]I think the script should be rewritten[00:12.388]Everything seemed grey[00:13.474]Wonder who the hell directed it[00:14.759]Cause it won’t win awards[00:15.794]But it’s more difficult[00:16.693]Compared to only needing four chords[00:18.138]Say I’ve got flaws[00:19.213]But you’re not without yours[00:20.384]But whenever you’re outside[00:21.465]You don’t feel the downpour[00:22.629]I don’t claim to be flawless[00:23.799]I just have my self-awareness[00:25.021]With the cards that I’ve been dealt[00:26.164]Existing isn’t built on fairness[00:27.449]Relay and televise[00:28.659]Voicing your phobias[00:29.814]That must be taxing[00:30.980]Nonstop anhedonia[00:32.152]You are in fight or flight[00:33.222]When it’s unwarranted[00:34.551]To be or not to be[00:35.681]Thoughts make you short-winded[00:36.882]Hold the gratuitous rancor[00:37.955]Raised in fortuitous anger[00:39.102]What will I do in the silence[00:40.437]Ain’t no reducing the mileage[00:41.465]Take that as you will[00:42.411]But you are deeply unqualified[00:43.510]What you spew is hyperbole[00:44.849]You’re concealed in wall of lies[00:46.153][Tsunami J.]:[00:46.649]I wanna save my hope[00:49.199]Wanna change minds[00:50.823]Mirages hang my ghouls[00:53.502]From the grey vines[00:55.549]I wanna save my soul[00:58.166]Wanna break my bones[01:00.537]Wanna praise my own[01:02.804]Wanna make thrones[01:05.057]I wanna save my gold[01:07.402]Wanna change my woes[01:09.699]Wanna face my foes[01:12.039]Wanna fade ghost[01:13.783][YCK]:[01:14.069]I watched a movie of my life[01:14.846]I didn’t like the way it ended[01:15.653]Think I’ll focus on myself[01:16.868]I’ve never been all that dependent[01:18.013]Had to grow up expeditiously[01:19.219]And figure out alone[01:20.531]Perseverance is a virtue[01:21.540]Many haven’t come to know[01:22.709]Transient and brief[01:23.683]That’s the dissonant truth[01:24.918]On a cosmic calibration[01:26.177]This predicament’s doomed[01:27.315]And upon the grand arrival[01:28.427]What’s expected is a sham[01:29.631]I just tell it how it is[01:30.561]Before we oughta up and scram[01:32.173]By default we’re faithless[01:33.269]A tabula rasa[01:34.307]Destructive by donning[01:35.532]A scapular toss the[01:36.645]Objective instruction[01:37.781]Abandoned the gospel[01:38.875]This poisonous arrogance[01:39.922]Sheltered in hostel[01:41.181]What’s normal relies upon[01:42.206]What the structure provided not[01:43.298]What the oligarchy’s selling[01:44.520]Tryna coast on and ride along[01:45.687]Interpret how you like[01:46.902]But there is not enough room[01:47.978]To spin the open-ended as a win[01:49.257]And then bid adieu[01:50.290][Tsunami J.]:[01:50.779]I wanna save my hope[01:53.870]Wanna change minds[01:55.688]Mirages hang my ghouls[01:58.139]From the grey vines[02:00.021]I wanna save my soul[02:02.801]Wanna break my bones[02:05.106]Wanna praise my own[02:07.466]Wanna make thrones[02:09.409]I wanna save my gold[02:12.013]Wanna change my woes[02:14.402]Wanna face my foes[02:16.687]Wanna fade ghost